Jan 5, 2012
Heartless Bastard [Dream]
I just woke up from a dream with domestic violence in it. My family and I were having dinner in this old steak house and my father and mother started to argue over money. He felt like she owed him for the money spent during their marriage. And totaled it up.
It real life tho he has told my mother that I owe him x amount of money's because he sent me 300 dollars for rent and all of this and held it over my head secretly.
So they start arguing and this coworker of mine who seems to be a good father from the stories I've heard was sitting there and the only thing I could think about was "what a good father you are."
Things escalate and he calls my mother trifiling and My sister worthless so the waitress comes over with the bill confused because she's got to readjust the bill and separate the tabs when I get up leave the table and walk to my car in disgust. My mother does the same and as I get the car to take her and my sister and I home, my father walks up to my mother called her a worthless bitch and hits her right arm with a silver cane. I'm screaming to call 911 and can see myself calling 911. I wake up in a frenzy with fear and anger and the first words out of my mouth is: "Heartless Bastard."
I woke up angry, remembering how my father would beat my mother, how scared I was of him and all of that. Then i saw the irony of the heart. See the connection?
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