A Bit Nostalgic

I'm feeling a bit nostalgic today, mostly thinking back to a time with friends and laughter -- not in the midst of sorrow, but in the midst of stepping deeper into existing territory.

I'm thankful, in so many ways for the opportunities that I've had and for the new avenues that are developing now, (in a broad sense of life, career, personal development, growth in Christ, getting with God, etc). I was driving today -- actually I was walking to my car in the rain when it was like I almost heard God say to me, "Why are you trying to close doors that I have opened? If you feel like there's no progress being made, stand there in my open doorway, but get your hand off the knob (as if to pull it shut)"

I have to smile at that one.

I was frustrated at job number two today so I left early (no one was scheduled today) and got a massage. Felt better (physically) after that, but really didnt experience a great sense of relief until I spoke with the company's owner about my perception on small office dynamics. After that, I felt better - - and my nostrils cleared up. And my hoarseness is gone too. Sickness and stress are like kissing cousins. (Umm, maybe I shouldnt use that phrasing in this region ;o)

Nonetheless, he heard me, affirmed and confirmed some things -- tactfully, and I'm glad we talked about it. Actually, the owner initiated the talk and that says alot about his character and his business-sense.

You know what? The Devil can really cause you to doubt yourself -- cause you to trip your own self up in the midst of a blessing. That dirty dog....(well, actually...I like dogs)...*Scratch that*....


That FILTHY RAT.


In other news, big business developments are taking place as I type -- a long time prayer for this city (Jer 29) and I'm thrilled. Plus I ran into a guy today who (though he was raised here) confirmed and spoke out loud that this area has been run by "Old money for too long, and those of us who wanna see change will speak up about it." Besides, the biggest point was "those with old money are dying off" (Good point).

So read it and weep, the powers that be, the Good Ole Boy's are coming down.